Well first I'll write that I hate it when I don't get on and see all the great things everyone posts

I've been absent and I wish that I had access to a computer more often. I hope to be on more often this summer.

I once dreamt that I was in a lush field of flowers and every sight, sound, smell and feel was pleasant beyond anything I have known. It took everything I loved about the world and made it all one. Then slowly I could no longer feel the gentle breeze or smell the lilacs and aprocott blossoms. I couldn't see the brightly colored flowers. Then even the light faded. I was surrounded by nothingness and all I had left was the conciousness of what once was. As I stayed in the dream longer, I realized that even my conciousness was fading. I could no longer remember what it was that I had loved so much. My thoughts stopped flowing through my head and eventually all that was left was the vague awareness that some how some where I exist. I was surrounded by nothingness with nothing in my head. Then I simply woke up to the familiarity of seeing my room all blurred without contacts. And right then I realized that nothing was the absolute scariest thing I ever had to experience even if it was only a dream. I fear nothing more that anything the human mind can think of as scary.