For me high school is almost over and my easy going no worry school life is drawing to an end

I now must ask myself what now

If I make it into the airforce band can I be happy for however many years playing my flute

will I ever publish a book

will it be a best seller if so

can I go to college without many loans

what will my every day job be

will I someday be able to travel the world

will I ever create a family of my own

if so when

Will I be able to build my dream house

and what if my family comes before that

where will I find my happy place that feels like home

will I stay in touch with my disfunctional family

will I ever own that bookstore/internet cafe

can I be happy if I spend my days at home writing

if I become rich will I turn into a snob

so many questions but I still have the rest of my life to find the answers