Everyone always tells you to charish your youth. Television always leads me to beleive that my teen years should be my best years, and that someday I will reminice and yern for my teen years again. I am more then halfway through my teen years ( and there going by quite fast) and I have no memories to yern for. All I have is frustrations, most of my frustrations stem from the people I'm forced to spend time with. I don't like these people. The attraction of adulthood is that I would be practically adopting an entirly new life, with only fraction of my old life remaining. But some people keep the same life forever, my greatest fear is that this will happen to me. My goal is to go to college, graduate, move far away, become succesfull. If I were to become succesful that would solve all my problem, all the people who think I'm wrong will be forced to think twice, they will be forced to question themselves. It may be indulgent but I can't help but imagine one of those who dount me sitting in the middle of their mediocre life when they realize I am more succesfull then them. They'll probably tell everyone how they knew me and I was a jerk. I am kind of a jerk sometimes.